Monday, December 25, 2017

Thoughts about 2017

It has been a tough year... it causes me to break down so easily, anywhere & everywhere. Moving on is hard. It takes strength, perserverance & time.
I probably may not understand what and why i need to go through this.. but I trust that God’s plan is always higher than my plans.

“God is my solid rock in times of trouble. There is no wave of circumstances, sea of emotions or downpour of despair that can move the solid rock of God’s faithfulness...”

Tuesday, November 28, 2017

What can I do?

What can i do to make myself feel better?

Thursday, October 26, 2017


the ability to do something that frightens one

Tuesday, October 10, 2017

So what's next?

I asked myself many times...

Saturday, September 30, 2017

Tough one month,

The past one month had been tough..

I will never forget the emotional pain i've went through.. crying every single day.
From walking to B's house during week 1 to playing penguin under shelter.
Calling B during his naps.
Walking to find him again & again, going to JP's pasar malam..
Feeling scared every single time I wakeup...
Not wanting to study when I've plenty of time, laying on bed crying..
Crying during sundays to my cgl.. :')
& esp during sat, crying non-stop which is terrible..

Hoping things will go well asap...